literally feeling your pain

It's not even my load.

but my heart doesn't know what to do with itself.

it's this bizarre mixture of sorrow and anger,

a frustration at not being able to help,

not being able to rant, or yell at anybody.

It's not my load

but it's still hurting me, getting me down

I don't like being depressed.

nobody should have to deal with shit like yours.