fallen

i wish i was pretty i wish i was fashionable i wish i knew how to dress to impress i wish i knew how to apply make-up i wish i was funny i wish you could be proud to have me on your arm i wish i made people envious of you i wish i didn't feel so intimated by other girls i wish i had a backbone i wish i knew how to draw a crowd i wish i had self-confidence i wish i could trust i wish i could be trusted i wish i knew the art of selfless love i wish you loved me i wish i wasn't so jealous i wish she would drop dead i wish you only very best i wish you were mine i wish i could be yours i wish i could turn back time i wish i'd never hurt you i wish you could forget about it all i wish i didn't have any hang-ups i wish you wouldn't doubt yourself i wish you wouldn't doubt us i wish i'd never looked i wish you'd never taken the trip i wish i could stop the pain i wish for happiness to shine over you i wish you could get him out of your mind i wish i could get her out of mine i wish i could be proud of my life i wish i could cry it all away i wish i was a better person a better lover a better friend i wish i wasn't such a fuck-up i wish i could take the pain away i wish you loved me i wish you loved me i wish you could love again i wish i wish i wish i wish


i'm falling to my knees

i'm dying inside

i am my own demon

i am fallen at your feet

save me please..